zana mogheye eteraz sedashuno nazok mikonan,tiz mishan
boo mikeshan o mardo tu sor'ateshun ghafelgir mikonan..
zamino
zamunaro ba ye dast be ham tiz peyvand midan
dark mikonan!

gahi to enghad az ye nafar baraye shenidane ye chizi na omid shodi ,
 tori ke dige arezuha projecthato faramush
kardi
inke che ghad ehsaset az khodet jelotar bud va hala jasho dade be zerafatkeshi

be nazaram noyi az taghyire sor'atha budan tuye fekr kardn aslan dar morede mozoo harf nemizanma, ye halate global dasht ye dasturol amal dasht obligation dasht
kheili vaghte una yadam rafte
injuri mishe ka dama har az gahi neminalan ke ma az ensaniat kheir nadidim

shayad yadesh rafte bud  dalile inke samimi nasahn bekhatere ine ke

payehayi has ke kheili damaneye tekyegahaye khubi has ke mishe be das avord ghabl az inke chiza rangeshun aadat beshe

unyeki ham donbale samimiati migashke unha ro be dast avordan asun kone

be nazaram be kar bordane esm az bayad ha va arzeshhayi 

ke pishe rahi ke mikhaham  daram ,tamame jayi baraye tamame toghyaanha,pish az tamame in sokutha

 naistadan va bi derang 

dar moghabele bartarie bakhsheshe khod be digaran rojhan darad

chizi ke baraye harkasi shanse birun umadan mizare hamin 

yaftan...dar jostojuyi yaftan

bache shodam:in vaz' ra dobre dust daram

chizi darune man in ra natamam migozarad

ye shakhsiate mahbube hadese saz

...

" " " " " DO

researches on expected and  unexpected focus of backlight
fade shapes-part  of shapes ,margins of meaningfull objects-

experiment with considering adaptation of eye's mardomak ,againg with hamoon safheye maat o unfocus shodeye backgrounde poste ghablim
i want to suggest a behaviour-if there is- which cotributes a higher efficiency
expected changes of background ?, disabling the noise,?
can changing the colour of the border lines and removing the prior ,and interference of  a new population cause another group to work jointly faster ?...
infact we can compare the adaptation
we change(or not) the colour and the shapes togethere and ask wheter they are the previous seen stimulus or not
 such percentage of changes can be obtained by being compared by the   normal condition in plain bakground
but there rises the precaution if the changes of background had contibuted the recognition
we must make sure that it has not.
and beside it finds out we can see what the eye experts do in order to assign the highest focus of the eyes
i wanna know if the new shape can be recognised and determined in shorter time
this can be called the precision of decision.


we have an adaptation phenomenon the changing the number of neurons involved ,it sure has a hysthersys when we redirect the intensive stimulus changed unexpectedly ,it causes ,neurons remain in their previous state . thining or thicking  beside changing of the stimulus which must be considered and the population of the neurons changes.
i expect
the effects of hysthersis on neuron's spikes polulations in decision making...
stimulus changes but hysthersis causes in the opposite  on
and we have tendecy of the system to the current spike train ...
despite the changes of stimulus,what is  te precision?

poshte man ye harfayi mizanan o ye tasmiimiayi migirano az nabude man tu gurkhune soo e estefade mikonan man dastam berese  hameye ina ro barmichinam va hozuri javab midam, bi khod kardan

in ruza pakar nabudam,vali ye chizi bud ke nemizasht harf beezanam,mamoolan in chiza mozooe be yad mandaniyi nistan. nemitunestam mese ghabl radif konam... jensesh kheili maloom nis, bekhatere hamin bana be tasadofi ke piseh pam umad, tasmim gereftam ruye decision making kar konam hatta webloesho bezanamo vali chun tasmim nadaram mokhatabamo avaz konam haminja miam.beram har chi brain scientista unayi
ke azmayeshaye psychophysici tarh mikonan ro ruey "decision  making" kar kardan
khodam dar biaram, yejuri bud ke dahanam baz nemishod vali ye motori hanuz un poshta omid dasht  be kar kardan
tanha chizi ke dastam bud ye maghale bud"changes of mind in decision making " bud ke
ruzbeh kiani tuye nature chap karde bud, ye maghale ba ye ideye bozorg ke az zire cheshme hameye montaghedaye bozorgtarin paygahe khabarie elmie donya gozashte bud va azmayeshe uno ke trace e noghtehayi budan ke masireshun bad az starte avvalie durughi mishod yani ye masire digeyi ro neshun midadann ke mitunes jahate asli bashe ya nabashe va azmudaniyi ke bayad tayin mikarde noghteha  haye zaher shode ruye safhe jahate aslishun chi bud
hamash ba in maghzi ke  nesfe khamush shode bud dar kamin budam chi mitunam dar biaram az lahzehayi ke decision makingi tu man rokh mide, chi baes mishe k eman nemitunam harf  bezanam mese ghabl, tavajoham ...

avval ye chizi be nazaram resid , ye jur bazi bayad mikardam, mese filmname nevisha ke bayad be ye state az ehsaso zehn beresi ta ye band hameye filmnamashuno benvisi
,
 in mano bayad jamo jur mikardam
yade ghadim oftadam  didam edame dadanesh mano mibare tu khabo khomare chizi didamobade

modatha raftam masjed bekhabam
rasty goftam ye mac pro kharidan baram?kheili chiz behtar mishe
unja  be barkhordham fek kardam
ye chand daghighe bad delam tang shod barash
in azmayesho tarh mikonam...ye safhe ruberuye shoma ye safheye sefid,vali vozuhe in safhe  avaz mishe safhe maat mishe moraba haye kadr  kadr kadr  zoomeshun avaz mishe o tuey har trial in avaz shodanha  ye jure tazeyiye va ba sor'ate tekke tekke khatti va gheire ghabele pishbini...
mikham ta haminjasho negah daste basham,ruye hamin mozooe attention va decision harchi azmayeshayi ke inruza ba hamin safhe mishe anjam dad
vase mesal man pishbini mikonam vojude yek trace az ye noghtehaye ezafi baese  bala bordane efficiencye  decision making mishe,nemidunam "raftan"... in vojud va tavajoh ruye zamine vizhegie aslie ,dar kenare zamine tamarkoz ruye ?fard mitunes tuye zamanhaye kamtare dade shode, tuye in hali ke man    daram
az no e gharib  baes mishe hang nakonamva be khatere un tasmimgiri ro vel nakonam
in ye vizhegie ghadimie man bude
mshab fek kardam shayad motoram dobare rushan misshe,age az avval majbur be jazbe pul talk nasham.badesh hame chi doros mishe.bargashtan vasvase shodam kenare inkar o un yeki kare digeyi ke be psycho and mathematics marbut mishod ye kar ham ruye  riaziate gheire shohudi konam,evolutionay game theory ro biaram ruye dargirio reghabate neuronha bar sare daryafte payamha, ,maloom nis beshe...chi beshe , koja beshe, midunm hanuz chizi az evolutionry game theory nemidunam
vali mese hamishe inke kollan che rabty dare ro mifahmam


be in fek mikardam man chun janbeye behtar budan ro nadaram ,akhe farhang sazish nashode in hang kardanhaye oghubatish pish miat
ehtemlan age khoda ghabul kone dobare mioftamru ghaltak miam inja minvisam age chizayi ke bayad rabateshun konam hese "ye sare "ro kharab nakone

bayad az tamame jan feshanihayi ke karde bayad sepaso ghadr beja avarami dar hamin jaye kam...khodash midanad arzeshehsh untor ke bayad javab dade nashod,nabyad gzoasht in maye o aberuhayi ke gozashte shodand bi jahat bemanad,
baraye  nejate hefze khotute ghermez

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salam saleh

man az inja shuru kardam mese hamishe: kavidane bedune natijeye loghate towsifi bihude
,donbale ye riazi migashatam ke betunam hadafi ke jeloye rahame :yani accept shodan tu conference  epsychiatric nursing  ye chizi ro model konam, hich vaght fek nemikardam vasatehs paam be injaha keshide beshe,injahaye riazi, manteghhayi ke ostadamun esmeshuno nashnidan, karbordhayi az bazi ke bazam noch noch)dige fasle ghuru gzoashte, bayad khodemun begirim be dast...
alan man midunam chizi be esme riaziate ejtemayi hast,..mikham un bodhayi ke behesh tavajoh nashode bozorg beshe

10 top articles va laa gheir4 ruz pish:innovation practices,(1),,child or othere intersections(mitune bimarhayi bashe ke tu fazi an ke jense mobaleghehashun,tosifashun, raasthashun shenakhte shodanitare...) ,loghate patterns o didam(gheir az karaye aamari ru raftarha ke raste kare man nis,mitune olguye tette pete kardanha bashe , tekrarha , zamanhaye miane gozargahha takid ha...)orginal sin of mental health(be nazaram  khianate moshtarake  parastaras:bastane cheshme bimar be moshkelah-hata inam nanveshte bud) intensive care(ke age hamun psychiatry bud,tasmim dashtam baraye in ye bar soraghesh naramo in loghmeye charbo narmo bezaram baraye ye ruze dige,ya inke mitunes be surate tarhe azmayesh haye psychophysics ruye tasmimgiri ya raftare bimar  bahse) what kind of psychiatry for tomorrow...man chand sa'aty fekram in shod kebebinam tu jalasehaye bad ,chejuri bayad ba bimar interaction dashte beshe


   yeki az hamin shaba riaziate systemhayae dynamici ke taze tu hamin  kelase neuroscience beine khabo bidari shenide budam tu asab khordie kamel ke midunestam hich rabty be projam nadarero rikhtam ru kaghaz...

man mikham tamamie gozarehayi ke tahte zire ye manteghi gharar migirand(in mantegh ba chizayi ke shenidam mitune manteghe fazi bashe, mitune vagueness bashe ,mitune kenaye bashe..hame ina rush kar shode..va ye chand ta dige ke una ro alan nemigam)
v atedad marhalehayi ke ba ye tabehayi gozarehaye manteghi ba ham tarkib mishan ta be ye gozareye dige beresan ro begiram be onvane faseleye beine do ta gozare va ba in mafhuma age hameye gozareh ham az ham joda bashan yani chizaye az ye rah be dota gozare naresim, mituninm bebinim be onvane ye systeme dynamical che balayi saresh miat,
unja ma chizayi darim be esme  trajectorie ke khathaye momasesh modam tolid mishan o in khathaye momas shekli ro misazan mitune tu cycle biofte, mitune jazb beshe, mituni dar hale dur shodan az ye jayi bashe, mitune sabab ebifurcation bashe,yani yejayi ke system be kol avaz mishe,in early information ham bud, emruz chizaye dast eavvali giram umad,fahmidam ru gosasteye ina ham ke mikhastam kar shode o nash az ruye haminha papere bozorgesho dar avorde,baz man ye dar roye dige baz kardam.


raftaraye ashubi ro mitune dashte bashe...
surat masale dobare avaz mishavad:
nazarieye system ha ,anvae manteghhayi ke adamha mitunestan bezanan baram ashena bud,hame nazar midan tu in groupi ke tahte nazare nurse hastan,
gahi nazarha moghayere,
nazarha ziade,
kasi ke suje ra haml mikonad dar kenare assistant
gahi mikhahad kenar bekehad
follow
tori nashe ke dar ayande ehsase gul khordan bokone
cases deemed to be at risk

sohbat nakardan az ayande
adame agahi a chizhayi ke dust darad
darmane movaghat(na)
su e tafahom!(asase rabeteyi ke tu riazi behesh migan "bazi") bar payeye sue tafahom
chort..khabidan va adam..adame hozure eddeyi
ghanun behe?
mardomani dar hale shomareshe man(rules)..forsate kam ,everybody
labhayam ra kuk mizanam.. system(jor'at risk)
what kind of... for tomorrow, be in jomle beresim dar payane har jalase? system hame be yek kubidane dast mirese va chizi dar man delash garm mishavad
vali javab nadad

yek majmooe az ghavanine ejtemayi bayad daraye do khasiseye zir bashand
sazegari(ghavanin yekdigar ra naghz nakonand) tasmim paziri(dar har vaziaty baraye ejra konande,inke che amali ra bayad motabegh ba ghavanin anjamdahad ta ghabele tasmim ghiri bashad
..
man ye sokhanranie mofasal rajebe palp talk mikonam be zudi age be g naram.ina ro neveshtam chun mohem bud tuey systemi ke mikham tarh konam, bazi o protocpli ke mikham tarh konam

 man inaro nanvehste budam ta be salahiatesh beresamo ye post rajebe protocolha tu seda bezanam,bashe ye forsate khub, ba chizaye behtar az khejalat dar biaim

ghavanine naneveshte:ye mesale ba maze didam az gheseye mozo meymunhayi ke har kodom miraftane balaye nardebun baraye bardashtanesh aab rizesh mikardo un meimun az baghie kotak mikhord o ba avaz shodane tamame meimunha baz ghanun va tahdid bar ja munde bud
ide ,ideye bazi,dar marhalehaye kashfe ghanune poshte ghazie baraye fard shenakhte mishavad, va inke darajeye chizi ke kashf karde chi bashe az lahaze pichidegi ,in peida kardane be hal kardan va hazm kardane moshklee khode bimar ham monjar mishe... azinjaye kar jelotar naraftam hanuz.?

ya masaleye marufe filme 21 se dar age shakhs dare khod ra avaz konad, shans e borde ebshtari darad, inro hengame tasmim girie fard tu lahzehaye bohrani tasmmaye bohrani , masalan talagh dadan o inha bud ke baram mani peid mikard
-be edame dadane rabete ba oo fekr mikonam
nurse yeki az razhaye adame entekhabe oo ra miguyad:ayande ra bar ham mizanam:advantages
ayande ra bar ham nemizanam ke khode ayande doros mishavad
yeki az darha puch mishavad.. ghesmate mobhame ghazie ke dar nakhodagahe bimar be khodagah nemiresad puch mishavad

mohemtarin goal e man tavanayie tarhe masalehaye ejtemayi bud, mese hamin masaleye 21,
chi kar mikardam? dune dune masale gir miavordam ba har kudum misakhtam
age are befarmayin, age na,man rahe derazi pish eru daram??
ghazieyeye tayine gheimat dar harajihabalatarin geimat guyande  be gheimate dovomin balatarin ghemat mikharad...age har do taraf be ye chiz fek konan, mitunan harkodoom gheimat emonasebi ke bayad entekhab konan ro az ruye ta'adole nash be dast biaran.rabtesh be no'e ehsase bayan shode dar chand bar., natije :  
:( furukhtane ehsas
ya masaleye karthaye tuye dast va chand halaty budane moshkele ghazie va kasani ke az dast ehamdigar ettelayi nadarand vali midanand ke digari ghanun ra midanad ya nemidanad, hamin rabeteye etemad

ruze bad  ashena shodan ba manteghe shenakhty
sharhe system be vasileye yek modele riazi va manteghi.
do ashegh dokhtare javani ra mibinand va az oo mikhahand ke savare asbeshan shavad,dokhtar miguyad man savare asbi mishavam ke kondtar az digari be ghole beresad, az in roo harkodam az do ashegh kond tar miravand  vali moshkel injast ke ba inkar hich kodambe ghole nemiresand
pirezani ra mibinand va oo be aanha rahnamayi mikonad , miguyad che kar konand ta malom shavad asbe kondrotar kodam ast
javabe in masale ro shayd khodetun betunid begid

 do se barabare digash mund hanuz...riazi taran vali
faghat ino begam ke inchizayi ke bala goftam hadafe aslim nistan,hadafam chizie ke betunam ye gushe bezaramo bad betunmam khodamo azesh joda konam,faghat yadam bashe ke ye ruzi fathesh kardam, ye ruzi por eltehab tu in shakhe az riazi ye kari kardam



(1): hamin alan mogheye neveshtane ina bug i  ke dashtam unam inbud ke sohbatahey bimara chaotic hastan, age ma ba patient yek logic e khasi ro train konim ba un balahayike sare gzoarehaye manteghish tu zehnesh pish miat, mikhaym ke noghtehaye jazeb va dafe ro az ham dur o nazdik kone,(tu in mesal gozarehayi ke rush ta'asobe nakhod agah dare ya unayik farar mikone) khavase systemhaye dynamicisho avaz konim be ebaraty, hads mizanma kare rutine i bashe,magar inke ma ye fekre khubi ruye bazi bokonim




control nadram ruye chizayi ke migam...kam kam esh'aafamo az dast midam

mano vagehan bebakhshin nemitunam khub benvisam(ba narahaty salon ro tark mkonam va dar mohkam poshtam baste mishe)

abcheha daran birun shoaar midan , kamran daneshju umade
barmigardam.jaat khali. ye chizayi daram vase goftan

man vazife daram. man dar barabare azamate in shahre sarsam avar ke mandam key ruzi miresad ke liaghate darke hame ash ra dashte basham. vazife daram , kare man kol ast... sarneveshto kol...
khoda delash nemikahhad man dar kare oo dehkalat konam, nemikhahad hameye adamha ra khodam beshenasam, nemikahad hameye dastanha ra gush konam
man mamoolan zoo khodemuni misham va zood zade misham,in jense sazegarie man ast..vali ba in ettefagh sazegarie man,chera hanuz khodash ra peida nakarde, in yek kare fogholade fogholade arzeshmand ast ke halahala ha arzehe khodash ra kamel peida nemikonad
pas khate yek ruz gardeshe khodam dar shahr ra be ghadam zadane sar be havaye oo peida konam
ahanghaye spaniayi...be zabane khode spaniayiha ba an shure bi gham hanuz dar zire zamin barpa mishavand..niazash mahsus ast, chizi gheir az jense versione amrikayi shode ash...

man mikahstam nursing kar konam...be khial ham nemididam ruzi kari bekhaham bokonam gheir az model kardane yek bimar va zolmhayi ke dar tasmim giri baraye ooo migirand, hanzu bazigusham ,hanuz mesle bachegihayam dust daram baraye avvalin bar ke varede khaenye gahribeyi ke madaro pedaram ba anha rudarvasi dashtand dar nim sa'at mogeyi ke kesi havasash nis mishavam pastuhayi ke khodeshan ham nadide baudand hatta ziro tuye anbarihaeyshan ra be ham berizam ta motmaen shavam chize nadideyi ra baghi nagozashte am..
agar che hanuz khodam ra peida nakardam ba gashtan...hanzuz az labelaye bazi jomalat goriz mizanam be vartehayi ke hich rabty be man nadashtand
hanuz tul mikeshad ke dar zendegi dargire tavahom nashavam va dar eine hal az ebteda ba in khial zendegi konam, kamkari mikonam, gharibegi mikonam


man be raftare oo miresam va oo be raftare man...
chra engadar bad towzih midaham?esmash dir sazegari nis...chera nemibinam bavar nemikonam?bavar nakardanist...bavar nakardanist

excuse letter :D

harfayi ke diruz zadam male chand rze psh bud khob,hanuz kare oidvar konandeyi natunesam bokonam

yani tu in ghesmat az sohbataye diruz nabayad ham ziad be gahzie omgh midadam...uam injuri yehoyi? are dige kare dorost nis vaghty dari ba kese digeyi kar mikoni

age ye meghdar hajme braine man bishtar bud(ke dare mishe) man shayad hesabshodetar amal mikardam
tanha chizi ke motmaenam ine ke tu in barnameejnun amiz kamtar mizarm beine in parakanegiayi ke ye ruz be ham vasleshun mkonam va harfaye sarotah dari ke badan mian
akhe khoda man chejuri hameye in mafahimo hamhads bezanm ham structural peida konam...yehoyi?hmasham baram jadid.doroste ke be ghowlet naghashie,vali bazam...beine in parakandegia heifo meil beshe

dar in donyayi ke hame chizesh extend mishe.. hame chiz bozorg mishe... man be kar kardan oftadam!!

harekat ruye yek sd diagram,dar rastaye marge farhangi

kheii az in ebtezalha ro mishe tu char ta block kholase kard
1:khode ideal ,tasavri ke be fard harkathayash ra dar halate hoshyari az ruye anha anjam midahad
3:sazegari, ya tasavre dustie ideal-na duste ideal - ba birun
2:angizesh ya sarkeshi ,afkare radikal,ya virangari va afarinesh,angizeshe kambood
4:ashena budan ba matn ya, shenakht pazirie matn

vase inkar bayad ye seri raftara az system ro bedunim maslan bayad bedunim taghyirate afkare radikal ruye sazegari ke sefr beshavad,taghyirate sazegari bala miravad
maslan momken ast sazegari navasani beshavad(na inke lozooman ziad beshavad)momken ast fogholade kam beshvad. ya bar ax ziad beshavad

stock haye 2 va se ro mishe ba didaneshun mese payegahe ghiasi malmoos hes kard: khode ideal,bishtare ya sazegarie tasavore khode moshtarake ideal ba radikal shodane khode ideal va chizayi mese esteghlal azadi jomhurie eslami,inke towsife donyaye piramoon be naf'e kodam yek surat migirad...

mikhaim ino towjih konim ke key in do ta stoc raftare navasani r anjam midan, va che chizi baes mishe in do ta az halate navasani khaej beshan va vazifeye navasan be dooshe stocke 1 , yani ashenayi va khode ideal biofte...fek nemikonam kesi bashe ke in etefagh ro piri ya ye shekaste bozorg nadune

mikham bebinam ke tahte che sharayeti dobare in halate rokood az bein mire va ma shahede navasanha mishim dobare?

amma blocke 4:

gablesh mikham ezafe konam ke tahte sharayeti hese shenakhtpaziri taghyir mikonad..nabze hese shenakht paziri daste chie?
ye seri functionha ya khatereha hastand ke tahte tekrare mostamar shenakhtpazirishun dobare mese avval kam mishe dar kolle proceye bazporsie un ruydad

hese shenakhtpaziri shabihe tars ast, fargh darad,darunash negah darad

bazporsi yek amele jodast ke dar teye ravande nemudare fowgh ruye shenakht paziri emal mishavad momkena ast ravand az halate yek bodi va yek mozoo'e budan kharej shavad tori ke saro kare ma digar ba yek mozoo nist,va tabi'atan nemitavan be raftare fard dar heine javab be onvane ayneye darunash tekye kard. yani boruniati ke az an moshahede mishavand,momken ast tadayie mozo'ate digar bashand ke be nakhod agahe fard miaayand, va momken ast shenakhtpaziri ra taghyir dahand,azinru gahi afrad az bazporsi sarbaz mizanand

ta zamani ke bazporsi hese shenakht paziri ra taghyir nemidahad...

amma tahlil:
taghyirate 1 ruye 2 baese taghyirate 2 va yek ruye 2 mishavad,va taghyirate yek ruye do be taghyirate 4 monjar mishavad.masalan be onvane raft\ar moshahede mikonim hengame kam shodane taghyirate 2 ruye 3 shakhs dusthaye ziadi peida mikonad dar vaghe navasani shodane sazegari baese taghyirekhode ideal ruye afkare radikal ya mishavad
taghyirate 2 ruye 3 monjar be taghyirate 4 mishavad va monjar be kam ya ziad shodane hese shenakhtpaziri gardad
hamchenin taghyirate shenakht paziri monajr be taghyirate sazegari va taghyirate arkeshi mishavad
khode sarkeshi va khode sazegari niz ruye shenakht paziri asar darand va baese kam shodane aan migardand

taghyirate 2 ruye 3 monjar be che taghyirati dar hese shenakht paziri mishavad?
baghieye towsifha tavasote computer bayad anjam shavand

anche dar vahm nagonjad, an shavam

chemidunam shayad tasvire ye shab tu ye khiabun tanha ,cheraghhaye ghermez bade yek ruze por az khali
shakhsiat hamun innocent ie ke bachegisho yeho bozorrg kardan
oscilatins trains the system... ye pattern ham dar A zaher mishavad ham dar B
oscilatin say mikonad metric ra beshenasad
age metic ra dashte bashim,har lahze, lahzehaye bi rabt, say mikonad beshenasad,vijegie fekresh tadayie azade pas har lahze momkene chizi azesh sar bezane
hatta chizayi ke ghablan nadide ro taraf generalize mikone
chizayi ke shabihe halathaye dige nabashan
har vaght az yek laye be yek laeyey dige berimaz yek fazaye systeme mokhatasaty be yeki dige miravim
va an chizi ke komak mikonad metric ast,kari nadarad ke shabih bashad ya na
connectionha... khodeshan , ya generalizationeshan
ye chizi tu in mokhtasat hast be esme darajeye azadi
darajeye azadi mese zaayesh o marge ghahramanha mimune ,
marge ghahramanha: anche dar vahm nagonjad
in darajeye azadie ke ziado kam shodanesh be taghyirate taraf monjarmishe
shartisazi hamishe mitune tanze shirini bashe, hatta sardardha mitune sharti shode bashe,

my head is all blank... i don see any necessity for anybody'd sympathy...
be kesi rabty nadare.2
3 dar rastaye nezafato tartib
chera laye dokmehaye keyborde man mibinam sadta divist ta mu gir karde?
khastam samira ro ba arash ashty bedam,man bi tasir nabudam . diruz kolli dasti be saro rush keshide bud,az inke zang zadma goftam dir miam asabani shod. bad barun umad bad zang zad gof sorry kolli sorry omid man ye chizi shode bayad bargardam charge am ham tamume
unam az arash,hichi arash migof jeddie in dafe. vali khodesh doros mishe,ye salo nime ba ham dustan

switching part 1

movajehe ba ye ghazieye chand bodi..ye chiz ke kharej az tavane addie tahammolo pardazeshe ye nafar dar ye daf'e hast...
dargirie shadid pish miat...parastar arameshe shirini ro be ghazie ezafe mikone, az dastesh milaghze.. mogheye jazb nakhaste split mishe: ghesmate paaya...ghesmate maghlub nime faramush shode...age be marhaleye darkesh beresi momkene in bala saret biat
shartisazi mishe va to az hozure bode maghlub mottaleyi ta modaty vali nemiduni chegune

alan hameye tamarkoz ruye switchinge ,switching beine pole dep va pole mania
midunamm in ye correlationhayi ba "hese vabastegi be zaat" dare(hanuz nemidunam chejuri)...
midunam ye correlationhayi ba "shartisazi,bode maghlub,asare hese vabastegi be kasi ya chizi bozorgtar a khod" dare
hargune shekast dar erzaye hese vabastegi baes mishe ke fard tamame havasesh monatef be khodesh beshe,nemitavanandba digaran ertebat bargarar konand va khod shifte mishavanad,tarife vaghebinaneye khodshiftegi hamine


banabarin:
switching-->shartisazi,shekast dar erzaye hese vabastegi,pirozie eshgh-->imeni kam mishavad-
->asare raftari mesle afsordegi padid miayad
niaz be gostareshe khod


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vabastegi be zaat ke ziad beshe-->shakhs az halate fel pazir fara miravad-->to'am ba afaridan ya viran kardan(este'la)-->i(ye boxe hanuz na maloom)-->shartisazi-->imeni-->dobare vabastegi be zaaat momkene ziad beshe
vojude khatare alayeghe zenaa gune(tanha vatan parasty) dar barabare rishe dashtan

piruzi dar shartisazi ba inchiz ha moyassar mishe:
tavajjoh
ehsase masuliat
ehteram
shenakht
(i really should change the words)
eshghe barvar:
alagehmandie amigh be alaghemandi be halo vaz va asan kardane roshd va kamaleshan
ehsase masuliat dar pasokhguyi be niazhaye aanhast
mehrvarzi yani mohtaram shomordan va paziroftane fardiate aanha
-->bayad dorost va kamel anha ra shenakht

man kahr shodam rasman inja chiz neveshtam

between ta'adole hayaty va ta'adoel ideal

chizi be esme ta'adole ideal (hameye unchizi ke rajebe mizane hafezeye upload shode va dastrasi eb una )vojud dare
va ta'adole hayaty
ta'adole hayaty ba ye chizayi cntrl mishe mese ghand,dopamine (peivande gahvieye beine neuronha ,masalan ziadish monjar be takhayol o schizofereni o ina mishe) lithium(ehsashaye motazad vevojud mian vali na be surate paydar, zaheran taraf shadid dep mizane ya shadid mania mishe/ chizaye dige ham budan mese headaches, giji,ya energye e fa'al sazie payin(hamun dopamine)
energy fa'alsazie payin tasirash ruye raftarahaye ejtemayi
tasirash ruye raftaraye daruni mese khial-->monjar mishe be ta'adoel ideal
ya khial masalan age mizane tahdid payin biat raftare sarkhoshi az taraf sar mizane va taraf mania mishe

age taadole hayaty high bezshe taadol ideal ham high beshe....ehsase dustdashtani
age hayaty low beshe ideal high beshe....investigations starts for the self
age hayaty high beshe ideal low beshe....chemidunam, man ommit karde budam ghablana ino!
age hayaty low beshe ideal ham low beshe ...sardardha va tasmimate nakhoshayand shuru mishan
vazeh ast ke ta'adole hayaty va ideal bayad mahiate chand vajhi dashte bashand, hayaty haro goftam be chia barmigarde

ma azyat kone baghie budim, in hame durugh mitunestim begim,khodemuno be mush mordegi bezanim ,yani mogheyi ke interactiono mikhaym model konim, in raftara chizayian ke natijeye ye seri etefaghayian ke mioftan
ye moshahede: vojude mazmunhaye expressionism e abstract(ke ye chizie ke be chizaye malmus tari refer dade mishe -mese tak khatere ) ye rabtayi be durugh nagoftano ria be kharj nadadan dasht
tu bimarayi ke khodeshun etegahd daran baghie bayad harfashuno ghabul nakonan ,ye tasirayi ruye ravande fek kardaneshun be in ye morede E.A dare

fast reading, har chi be zehnet miat mese kurhayi ke cheshmashun bastast dastashuno donbale jaye chiza takun midan

peida kardane ye level ehsase mohkamke negah midari gusheye zehnetvali alan taghyir nemikone,farghesh ba ekhtesas nadadanine ke age midunesty chi bud mirafty donbalesh..ghaede nayar chikar mituni bokoni, boro balatar, bebin chi kar MItuni bokoniavaz shodane systeme fekri va talash baraye tose'eye jadide.ghabli ye zaat hazf mishod
inja ye chizi lazeme unam erja be gzoashtast.
bebin mituni in sardargomi ro towsif koni...?modam az ye attractor be ye attractore dige chang mizanebia payinenghadr kalame ha ro riz kon , ke beshe chizaye digeye system ro ham besh ebahash towsif kard,na inke enghadr be hame chiz vabaste beshe va na enghad ke taghyiresh be khatere asare hameye chizaye dige gom besheba in mituni shuru koni?ye hesi darim ke vijegish yekam jelotar miat... az ye attractor dast miavizim .. tuye sharayete ke "ta'adole ideal"(nazaret rajebe in vaje va riz kardanesh chie?) kheili payineye chizi in vasat kam mishe ye khala, va tuye tamassok jostan ye chize dige bala mire.. vijegie in sardargomi ine ke un bala raftehe dobare payin miat.ru in asl raftam ke javabe ino zud azet mikham

in faghat ye tamrine, ye dast garmi , vas dorost khundan o javab dadan
nabayad ruye chizayi ke dorost nemishnasam esm bezaram, ghablan ha migoftam low latent
inhibition
alan tu barrasie in mored saro kare ma ba yeneveshtast farzan ke in ettefagha ya barash oftade ya mitunest biofte
chand sa'at bad , dobare khuundanesh be ye neveshteye adi tabdil mishe(baba nagoftam injurie male to)ina har kodom nime harfayiayn ke bayad did be koja miresan
1: tasavore ahmaghane budan ro midahad chun entezare didane chizi bishtar dar hamchun zaman va makani bud
ma un avakehr miresim be chi
hadafe entekhabie ma baraye shurue neveshteye to: bar rasie proceye low latent inhibition va shekaste shodane telesmeshe chizhayi ke ba un talash tasvirhaye ma dide shod,bad male shod
rewshte, reshte reshte:
raftar fard pas az moshahedeye yek asar, (sefate asar? sefate negah?)
dar peye...
dar feshar
towsife amadegi:1 -resist budan, 2tahdid,3-ezterab,4- ekhtesase zamani
etc, antithese ha
towsif ya parametr haye hayatie lazemtari?,
che taghyiri dar fard dide mishe ta mogheye male didan
in ashoftegi haro mishe hich juri jahat dad?
approache male didan khodesh anti thesesho nagoftim
nahveye tamarkoze fard-->bahse tamarkoz==>shenakht paziri
aya in avamel, emkane paresho zigzage tasvirharo midan ya matn jasho be bast dar tule satro zamane motale'e ro mide

be ye marhale ke miresi....
az che didgah hayi ensan ro negah mikonan?
start , pareshe afkar: attention defficiency disorder
[hade aghal tasavore ma nesbat be mafhumi ke tahala bazan badesh nafas o khiale rahat mikeshidim be name "hame" eslah mishavad]
maslan try ha

moshahede shode ke bikari ke ziad beshe pareshe afkar ziad mishe
nozul va sooode bikari ye jur pareshe afkare sudmand ro mide
do se ta chize dige: kam shodane azadi, ya dard kamiat haye kolie gheire ghabel tosifian vali chejuri ghadame hesab shode mishod bardasht ke begim ina ham ba taghyirate pareshe afkar dide mishan

ADD:
hameye ina nazar mdian az low level ta high level
neuroscientist
1- unstability of attractors
2-switching of attractors
neurologists:??
pharmacologist :ke shimiayi negah mikonan . asan lazeme ma enghad be in level ha beresim tu modelemun, ya na jure digeyi towsif mikonim
be ye marhale ke miresi nabayd pol haye poshte sareto kharab klarde bashi
baba asan bi khial, man model nemisham ?

psychologist
sychiatrists
phylosophists
(potentials of the subject, moralities, rules
faghat midunam ye ruze ke zeje mizani vase hamun ruzhaye sakhto bad
naghde etefaghi ke oftad ye naghde zaeef: mane beginner age dobare negah konam baraye tashihe matnam,momkene beram tu zamin sabze o gol ezafe konam vali kamel misham?

its more than rain

ye juri fekr kardane be esme tafakkore systemi ke vase periodi is what we really needtush hameye ravabete ejza ro tashkhis midi ta raftare ye systemo towsif koni, havea this phrase:universal lyricsavvalesh nemikhastam pasho inja baz konam, didam hatta tu script neveshtan ham rahe khodesho peida karde,mohem nis betuni ru kagahz biarish bayad tu zatet bashe.jayiye ke to "hameye" ravabet tuye ye systemo behesh fek koni majburi dar nazar begiri, shekast bokhori ba natijeyi ke computer harfato behet pas mide,ya kheili ziad gofty ke zuresh nemirese, ya va dobare eslah koni...jayie ke mibini ye chizayi dide nemishan, ehtemal daran vojud dashte bashan, shayad mafhumesh ebteda ba kalamate gheire malmusi dar biat,( dava sare peida kardane hamun kalamehaye in amela hast) va taghyirateshun mohem bashemasalan har chi adama bishtar bastani mikhoran margo mir ziad mishe:(in fact bastani mogheyi mikhoran ke hava garm shode,tu hamun mogheha adama garma zade mishano etc.. )ghaziye haye jalebi esbat mishe ,age 800 bashe tedad ahuhaye tuye dasht, bahcheh dar betunan beshano dasht ghade 1000 ta ahu ghaza dashte bashe ,tedade ahuhaye tuye dasht ru 1000 ta sabet nemishe, masalan 1200..in fekro peida kardan jaleb nis? ravabete ellato malooli va correlation ha . ye diagram mikeshan ke ye tedad stock an , ye seri amel, ye seri flash ke behesh migan follow, khode flash ha mitunan tabe bashanman bishtar az hamin chand khat chizi nemidunam.bayad moteghaed beshin ke hale ye system ro ba computer ye chize ghabele tahvili dar nahayat mitune bashe .majmueyi az shekl haye ehtemalisho dar miaran vali tush mifahmim ba ziado kam shodane chiza, chi ziado kam mishe,modelo baraye residan be ye level amightar bayad chand bar avaz koni ta computer sehatesho ba moshahedatet neshun bede. ye amele poshtie ezafitar ya rabetehayi ke ghablan dar nazar nagerefty.chemidunam mishe mafahime mojarradi ro stock gereft(stock ha un box haye diagram and ke meghdar migirano tabe ke ba flashhayi(rabetehayi(tu riazi ye tabeye ehtemali) be ham vasl mishan) ye tabe 'e ehtemali, kheili dargire in ghazieye akhar ke tahvilesh be computere nabashin,age ye chizi chizi tu delehs nadashte bashe mishe vojudesho be computer neshun dad. asl un diagramie ke chizaro beham vasl mikone,bayad ta jaye momken diagram stock ha va flash hash kam beshe, shayad bayad esme amelaro avaz kard.fekr kon in ke namju mige una har kari ke begio kardan ,lyrics ha kalamehashun...poshtesh dare ye padideye dige ro ba hameye chizaye marbut behesho dar nazar migire. behem goftan shayad 40 safhe tamrine electronic neveshtan tu ye hafte tanha jayi ke be dardet mikhore hamin negahet be in jur mataleb basheshayad sa'atha satr chiz neveshtan, ya zavie o tartibe aks haye mokhtalef ro balao payin o avaz kardan ,pak kardane satr haye ye lyrics o dobare neveshtan, betune ba ye hamchin maharaty ke be dast miarim tafakkor, rahe khodesho peida bokone be bozorgtar kardane adamayi ke jazbesh mishankhodetam miduni laghal mano to nesbat be kheilia in moshkelo dashtim ke gom mikardim man kehili khoshko rasmi migam, mituni ina ro behtar begi?ye vijegimun ine ke bade goftane ye chiz shayad ehsasemun azadtar beshe vase avaz kardanesh va gah faramushesh,hamishe khoshhalie afaridan tu jadid budanesh bud,na vase eddeye boshtari por maghz budanse khat neveshteye ghablim, lahzeye avval ye tasavvori ro ijad kard, vali dar heine pardazesh, parid va bad ham dige chizi peida nashod, hichi suje sukht!vaghty midunin dari donbale chi migardinm vba midunin baraye ki darin minvisin do eshtebah mortakeb shodin , chun nabayd bedunin donbal echi migardin va nabaya dbedunin baraye ki minvisin.ye mahaarate. in this human project we should crawl among nostalgias, mikhastam hameye donya ro baghal konamm velo budam diruz should be very carefull not to change our feelings and insights in any level. im gonne start with those time, those ill period of mine... they're lost and rich.as a back ground i will inform you what we need that ive found. i was almost zero...now im 2-3 pages. the rest is the depth you can jump into and finding paths.the current paper is not a typical System dynamics research,its real. not fantasy ...so we should be very careful in the modeling.not to cross this border hajme kara kheili ziade, chizi ke baram mohemtare suje nis.at final we at least can repair our bad habbits in considering global things more systematicallyi myself is zaayide!enghad dargiresh misham ke gahi gom mishefek mikoni rahe teamworkesh chie? cherto pert nagim?vase shuru anche negah mishavad mohem nis. are "we"(ive already called it we,although i never intended going into your scripts,even if i'd be obligated to imagine the existence of anothere she ) alone to start it? remember in every session you should not lose your previous insight due to any upcoming astonishing spark. you must record it and find relatives,things that change, for example soheil ghili, dovomin gondeye iran tush, mige man falsafam vase didan tez va anti tezo matrah kardane va peida shodane santez, vase inkar ye seri tavanayihaye khasi dasht, mitunes khabasho yadesh biat, tamarkoz kone,tahlil kone, ta'bir kone.fekra o ehsasaho mogheye fek kardan gom nakone .. be nazare shoma ..ina jaleb nistan vase kule poshti jam kardane har adami?age na pa schi? vase teamworking , age ghane nashodin baz begam, engahd migam, migam migam ta.... emza:Whenever I was a child I wondered what if my name had changed into something more productive like Roscoe, born in 1991.

یادمه یه موقعی اعتماد کوانتیزه بود...
هنوزم هست؟ یا خاکستری شده؟ منفعتی؟

bebin vaghean daram adame gohi misham, yani azyat mikonam
avval ke bazi jama'atha ro ziadi daste kam gereftan darhali ke una mitunan olguye khubi bashan ,asemun dahan baz karde o ye nafar harfaye ye nafare digaro mifahme han?na khob,rastesh behem barmikhore ke ye chanta dust az ghdim baram mundan va inajoz chap chap negah kardano lable eghablim. hichi joz una. nayatam ine ke tu zehneshun ke baraye khodam bad nis o
baraye baghie bad mishe,nemikham baraye baghie bad beshe
emruz az un ruzas ke neveshtan bad akhlagham mikone
man ye chizayi neveshtam ke ru kaghaze jelome, mogheyi ke ehsase ziadi dashtam, dishab neveshtam, vali nemikham chapesh konam,baste bandi kardano postpone kardan o vaght dadan ham na be in khushunat be surat eye hamdeli, jozesh bud
bad akhlagham.
german?i mean what do you mean by german??

BBs

با یه حس ،موضوعی را شروع می کنم تا ببینم ،راهی برای تور کردن فراموش شده ها پیدا کنم ،انگار قوانین علت و معلولی مبهم می شوند،با چه شروع کردم؟به خاطر ؟پاک کردن خود صورت قضیه،نیازی نیاز به حل شدن و دراز کش میل خواب،نویز سفید،با تاخیر قضیه را به قلب روانه می کنم،اگه انرژی ای باشد،تبرئه می رسد،مهربان می شوم.
پشته ی مسئله های المپیاد خیلی سریع تر از زل ،زاده ی استراتژی می شوند،اتفاق نیفتاده!!کاغذها سریعتر ورق می خورند دو انگشت بیشتر مو را پیچ می دهند.گرامر می زنم.
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زیر قضیه رو بدونین، پشت این شکست و فرار،نه یه ظاهر شکیل و شجاع ؟

من با مفهوم بعضی کلمه ها یه حس و مشکلی دارم شبیه به ترس... کلمه هایی از قبیا تو،من،ما،فرد...سر موقع به چیزی بیشتر از درون که نگاه می کنم،مرز هایی نابود می شوند، محو می شوم ،نمی دانی داری یا نداری، ،از اینجا یا آنجا ،وظیفه ی قضاوت کردن مهم تر از چیز هایی اند که قضاوت می شوند.ظاهرا آن قدر احمقم که راه حل را امید کنترل کردن سرعت پرش افکار می دانم.حکایت پادشاهی که پاچه هایش زا بالا زده بود و خیال می کرد موج های دریا در اختیار او حرکت می کنند.

از مجموعه ی مسیر هایی که اما درهمه مادر ها شکل می گیرند یادمه که یادمه خیلی بر مغزتر و پیچیده تر می گفتند ،می فهمیدم،همه ی آدم ها به این سادگی نبودند .یادمه که یادمه.الآن وحشت از فکر کردنشه.اینجا یه ذهن پاشیده و این سر پایینی معلوم نیست به چه نا کجایی ختم می شود.خیال پردازی های هیجان آوری ندارم.
قراره هر چه هست گفته شود: می خوام ادای بقیه رو در بیارم.نواحی عملکردهای مختلف مغز رو همین روز ها کاغذیشو دیدم،یه تیکه از مساحت قشرکارش همینه.
در همین روز هاست که به خودم بیشتر اعتماد کنم کرم آهنگساز ها را موقع نسخه زدن درک می کنم.

به ما،به پدیده ی ما، به تصوری از آینده که فکر می کنم،کمتر می بازم.کمتر می مانم.تا موقعی که محو نمی شوی؟،شویم؟،شوی؟،شود؟شوم؟شویم؟شوم؟....

khodam ke negah mikonam, harki ke negah mikone,zolm shode tu haghe in mozoo,adame ketabkhuni ke falsafehaye adamaye doros hesabi zire dastesh kar mikardan,naghashiaye gondeyi ke zire dastesh mikhund vatu ye chand sal tunest tori khalaghane barname berize ke tako tanha un hame tajrobe tu zendegish kasb karde bashen, hala ye sale karesh shode sob ta shab sob ta shab ziro ru kardane webloge ye dabeshjuye mohandes.ghesmate khandedaresh alave bar inke dokhtare khalaghiate khodjushesho azdast dade yani esteghlale nazare modiriaty nadare ine ke pesare behesh ghaleb karde ke bavaresh beshe bechin, hamash hamine! donya hamine ke faghat bechini!

hala dokhtare ta mibine ke nune tuye dig tah keshide, avvalin chizi ke be nazaresh mirese ine ke bargardam be rabeteye chidan chidemani,asan bayan ham nemikone ke baba irad az khodame, khodam bad pish bordam,bad kardam,adat kardam

vagehan gijam, negaranam ke gand ham zade basham,khodam ozaye khubi nadaram, age ye adami ke hesabi hame hcimo midunes shayad in advice ro mikard ke momkene age bekhay zuraki creativity bekahrj bedi majbur beshi ta akahre omr range hayajano az zendegit kamrang koni hazf koni.mese in badbakhtaye surush sehato mehran modiri bade projehahashun. kash mishod man zer bezanam, baghie be onvane zer be dele khodeshun nagiran. dasty dasty daram mikonamesh ye rabeteye karie mozakhraf,vase harkiam bekham tarif konam dige mishe ye gheseye masnooyi.mishe zer bezanam bad hesab nabashe?yani tard nasham?politic ham bokhore tu sare mohsene namju
zaheramo ke negah mikoni por energy amadeye har kari vaseye hame, vali un chizi ke ghablan ,, yani un khodi ke miraf jango konjkavi ...chi begam khuluse niat nistam vase karaye honari ensani elmi ravani ...mifahmi chi migam yani mitunam az yejaye dige shuru konam vali na mese shir?>
asan maskharas age bekham poshte gush bendazamesh...nemishe esterahat konam?ey baba man bi sho'ur nistam dige, age budam ina ro behet nemigoftam.
in do se hafte tu dahanam mohkam micharkhe : mage man ghahramanam? vase chi bayad basham.edame bedam az shere adame mamoli va sepas adame ruz mare ham khosham miato tu taxio metro gush midam...
hameye pulse manfiamo filter kon torokhoda.

hala baz az farda sheitanat mikonam dobare
seda miat:hala dari miri mazerat mikhama, inja bloge, mokhatebe aam nadashte bashe esmesh blog nis
vali vaghean sakhte... kheili mozakhrafe ke adam dus dokhtar nadashte bashe natune khodesho lus kone

politic talks: never try to bring out a paper from your memory notebook... invent something, invent a framework, plan it for new people for new personalities for new life... just find a framework change the framework...add, ommit , add to future coworkings

im looking after clinical cace reports faramework,what the stuff do they mention to make it scientific and offcourse official
dormi nights are wonderful,my guys strip teased in the playground with peace and smile couple of hours ago, as somone left, they let it go,too bad, it was just getting interesting,there will surely be future plans
i asked one of mutual friends (now i think its disgusting embarassing asking independently)to know her idea about teamworking in a directing experience, ,i really don't know if it was the best way it could work,odd part is the spark that i thought it was my director's idea beforehand. know ill never gonne share some stuff, for me words when i have to use them indirectly is though.when there are othere reactions you can polarize clearly.beside there's less fear and unhomogenousity for expanded innovations, i just thought this experience could be helpfull for film production courses.im still that messy omid
..
bought a mp3 player finally(with my own money), it distrincts voices professionaly so i can think , i intentionally turned this analysor mode on for a couple of weeks,as i get familiar i will remove this mode, and listen to pure natural unfilterede nonartificial music. so if i could find a compassionaete friend guiding me...this middle .../


beside all the impossibilities, ,im confused

all the joy understandings and empathies aside
at least when you leave its good for you recognizing participating a whole and making it going on.

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1..2...3 آزمایش می شه ۱...۲...۳

when you intend to pick a nail amoung the magnet's box,you need to wish ,there's one specific nail with a particular position posture,that leads you grab a group in the box.picking one by one is a great insult to the holy magnetism of the box,thats the story of personalities