shekanjeye badanimo shuru kardam
feshare aabe yakh ta residan be bad az astaneye dardnaki,fazaye hot...

kam kam clue peida kardam ,,, chan sad metr shena mikardam o be bugesh fek mikardam nafas nafasesh jelodar nabud...
ye faydash(in shena kardana) ine ke tafakkor ham kalami mishe, un hesi ke tu zehname enghad vahshatnak tu kalame ha dar nemiat ... un dardaye khafif ke miano tu ruzaye bad ghavishun mikonam, nafasamo habs mikonam, tori fek mikonam ke azaram nade...
theme ghazie dastam miat kollan ziad lato lut harf mizadam pishe khodam, didam ye hesi ro mishe niga dasht ke kheili ja oftadaso hamunayiye ke gahi labelaye bazi scofield neveshteham has, az bade uno ham dobare mizanam tu khate sheitanat.. manke be har hal mikham ye bare dige tu chan sale dobare beram tuye ghaar, hameye heshaye bonyadi ro dobare peida konam, beza bachegiyo ghashang gole be gole pey berizam ...ye  azash mamnoonam ke dige mano nemibuse.ye chizayi bud ke hese majazie tars ro tuye khodam baraye darko ehsase ravabete ejtemayi yi ke malmoos mikard ijad kardam,makhlutesham kardam ba anva o aghsame hes haam. kolllan tu ye omidi zendegi mikardam(omid esmame?)
dige in ruza kam kam az khune ke miumadam tu bayad mididam khob man gharare chan sa'ate dige che hesi dashte basham.
beza na mozhde bedam na omid ...man ye bad gholie gandi behem chasbide, asan sare hamin chizas ke fek mikonam ashegh nisam... kollan ye chan ta weblog dare bidare bisharaf!
mese doshman! kollan az khodame, ye zare ye chizayi ro doros konam mizanim tu khate bezan bezan

ino bekhatere in nepirsam ke falsafeye fil dame daste o marbut
bekhatere inke tanha rahe fararame

falsafeye sinama.. kash mishod ba yeki  dar moredesh sohbat konam,,, bedunam soalaye asasiesh chie.. faghat ye gape kutah

in ruza ke mikham ye maghaleye jeddie flsafe benvisam ,avval ke chizi nemidunestam
bad fahmidam falsafe ye seri soalaye asasi dare ke in farghe uno ba baghie eye reshteha moshakhas mikone...
soalayi ke man barm pish miat in ruzha hadafaye kuchik kuchike, hadaf ni, asan masale nis baraye filsoofa ..
age ye ruz az khdoam entezar dashtam ye maghaleye bozorg tuye ravanshenasi benvisam hala kardamesh ye level takhayyolo sakhtie payintar:neuroscience...
age ghablana harjur harfe falsafiyi soalo javab kardanes khorakam bud, midididam, alan in ruza faghat baraye az sar baz kardane'
engar tasmimamo az ghabl gerefte basham...o ekham hamun shiare zendegiyi ke daram ro edame bedam...
naa....
naaaaa...
na.

zana mogheye eteraz sedashuno nazok mikonan,tiz mishan
boo mikeshan o mardo tu sor'ateshun ghafelgir mikonan..
zamino
zamunaro ba ye dast be ham tiz peyvand midan
dark mikonan!

gahi to enghad az ye nafar baraye shenidane ye chizi na omid shodi ,
 tori ke dige arezuha projecthato faramush
kardi
inke che ghad ehsaset az khodet jelotar bud va hala jasho dade be zerafatkeshi

be nazaram noyi az taghyire sor'atha budan tuye fekr kardn aslan dar morede mozoo harf nemizanma, ye halate global dasht ye dasturol amal dasht obligation dasht
kheili vaghte una yadam rafte
injuri mishe ka dama har az gahi neminalan ke ma az ensaniat kheir nadidim