۱۳۸۸ آبان ۹, شنبه

فقط برای خال ینبودن عریضه بدون شاواش

salam saleh

man az inja shuru kardam mese hamishe: kavidane bedune natijeye loghate towsifi bihude
,donbale ye riazi migashatam ke betunam hadafi ke jeloye rahame :yani accept shodan tu conference  epsychiatric nursing  ye chizi ro model konam, hich vaght fek nemikardam vasatehs paam be injaha keshide beshe,injahaye riazi, manteghhayi ke ostadamun esmeshuno nashnidan, karbordhayi az bazi ke bazam noch noch)dige fasle ghuru gzoashte, bayad khodemun begirim be dast...
alan man midunam chizi be esme riaziate ejtemayi hast,..mikham un bodhayi ke behesh tavajoh nashode bozorg beshe

10 top articles va laa gheir4 ruz pish:innovation practices,(1),,child or othere intersections(mitune bimarhayi bashe ke tu fazi an ke jense mobaleghehashun,tosifashun, raasthashun shenakhte shodanitare...) ,loghate patterns o didam(gheir az karaye aamari ru raftarha ke raste kare man nis,mitune olguye tette pete kardanha bashe , tekrarha , zamanhaye miane gozargahha takid ha...)orginal sin of mental health(be nazaram  khianate moshtarake  parastaras:bastane cheshme bimar be moshkelah-hata inam nanveshte bud) intensive care(ke age hamun psychiatry bud,tasmim dashtam baraye in ye bar soraghesh naramo in loghmeye charbo narmo bezaram baraye ye ruze dige,ya inke mitunes be surate tarhe azmayesh haye psychophysics ruye tasmimgiri ya raftare bimar  bahse) what kind of psychiatry for tomorrow...man chand sa'aty fekram in shod kebebinam tu jalasehaye bad ,chejuri bayad ba bimar interaction dashte beshe


   yeki az hamin shaba riaziate systemhayae dynamici ke taze tu hamin  kelase neuroscience beine khabo bidari shenide budam tu asab khordie kamel ke midunestam hich rabty be projam nadarero rikhtam ru kaghaz...

man mikham tamamie gozarehayi ke tahte zire ye manteghi gharar migirand(in mantegh ba chizayi ke shenidam mitune manteghe fazi bashe, mitune vagueness bashe ,mitune kenaye bashe..hame ina rush kar shode..va ye chand ta dige ke una ro alan nemigam)
v atedad marhalehayi ke ba ye tabehayi gozarehaye manteghi ba ham tarkib mishan ta be ye gozareye dige beresan ro begiram be onvane faseleye beine do ta gozare va ba in mafhuma age hameye gozareh ham az ham joda bashan yani chizaye az ye rah be dota gozare naresim, mituninm bebinim be onvane ye systeme dynamical che balayi saresh miat,
unja ma chizayi darim be esme  trajectorie ke khathaye momasesh modam tolid mishan o in khathaye momas shekli ro misazan mitune tu cycle biofte, mitune jazb beshe, mituni dar hale dur shodan az ye jayi bashe, mitune sabab ebifurcation bashe,yani yejayi ke system be kol avaz mishe,in early information ham bud, emruz chizaye dast eavvali giram umad,fahmidam ru gosasteye ina ham ke mikhastam kar shode o nash az ruye haminha papere bozorgesho dar avorde,baz man ye dar roye dige baz kardam.


raftaraye ashubi ro mitune dashte bashe...
surat masale dobare avaz mishavad:
nazarieye system ha ,anvae manteghhayi ke adamha mitunestan bezanan baram ashena bud,hame nazar midan tu in groupi ke tahte nazare nurse hastan,
gahi nazarha moghayere,
nazarha ziade,
kasi ke suje ra haml mikonad dar kenare assistant
gahi mikhahad kenar bekehad
follow
tori nashe ke dar ayande ehsase gul khordan bokone
cases deemed to be at risk

sohbat nakardan az ayande
adame agahi a chizhayi ke dust darad
darmane movaghat(na)
su e tafahom!(asase rabeteyi ke tu riazi behesh migan "bazi") bar payeye sue tafahom
chort..khabidan va adam..adame hozure eddeyi
ghanun behe?
mardomani dar hale shomareshe man(rules)..forsate kam ,everybody
labhayam ra kuk mizanam.. system(jor'at risk)
what kind of... for tomorrow, be in jomle beresim dar payane har jalase? system hame be yek kubidane dast mirese va chizi dar man delash garm mishavad
vali javab nadad

yek majmooe az ghavanine ejtemayi bayad daraye do khasiseye zir bashand
sazegari(ghavanin yekdigar ra naghz nakonand) tasmim paziri(dar har vaziaty baraye ejra konande,inke che amali ra bayad motabegh ba ghavanin anjamdahad ta ghabele tasmim ghiri bashad
..
man ye sokhanranie mofasal rajebe palp talk mikonam be zudi age be g naram.ina ro neveshtam chun mohem bud tuey systemi ke mikham tarh konam, bazi o protocpli ke mikham tarh konam

 man inaro nanvehste budam ta be salahiatesh beresamo ye post rajebe protocolha tu seda bezanam,bashe ye forsate khub, ba chizaye behtar az khejalat dar biaim

ghavanine naneveshte:ye mesale ba maze didam az gheseye mozo meymunhayi ke har kodom miraftane balaye nardebun baraye bardashtanesh aab rizesh mikardo un meimun az baghie kotak mikhord o ba avaz shodane tamame meimunha baz ghanun va tahdid bar ja munde bud
ide ,ideye bazi,dar marhalehaye kashfe ghanune poshte ghazie baraye fard shenakhte mishavad, va inke darajeye chizi ke kashf karde chi bashe az lahaze pichidegi ,in peida kardane be hal kardan va hazm kardane moshklee khode bimar ham monjar mishe... azinjaye kar jelotar naraftam hanuz.?

ya masaleye marufe filme 21 se dar age shakhs dare khod ra avaz konad, shans e borde ebshtari darad, inro hengame tasmim girie fard tu lahzehaye bohrani tasmmaye bohrani , masalan talagh dadan o inha bud ke baram mani peid mikard
-be edame dadane rabete ba oo fekr mikonam
nurse yeki az razhaye adame entekhabe oo ra miguyad:ayande ra bar ham mizanam:advantages
ayande ra bar ham nemizanam ke khode ayande doros mishavad
yeki az darha puch mishavad.. ghesmate mobhame ghazie ke dar nakhodagahe bimar be khodagah nemiresad puch mishavad

mohemtarin goal e man tavanayie tarhe masalehaye ejtemayi bud, mese hamin masaleye 21,
chi kar mikardam? dune dune masale gir miavordam ba har kudum misakhtam
age are befarmayin, age na,man rahe derazi pish eru daram??
ghazieyeye tayine gheimat dar harajihabalatarin geimat guyande  be gheimate dovomin balatarin ghemat mikharad...age har do taraf be ye chiz fek konan, mitunan harkodoom gheimat emonasebi ke bayad entekhab konan ro az ruye ta'adole nash be dast biaran.rabtesh be no'e ehsase bayan shode dar chand bar., natije :  
:( furukhtane ehsas
ya masaleye karthaye tuye dast va chand halaty budane moshkele ghazie va kasani ke az dast ehamdigar ettelayi nadarand vali midanand ke digari ghanun ra midanad ya nemidanad, hamin rabeteye etemad

ruze bad  ashena shodan ba manteghe shenakhty
sharhe system be vasileye yek modele riazi va manteghi.
do ashegh dokhtare javani ra mibinand va az oo mikhahand ke savare asbeshan shavad,dokhtar miguyad man savare asbi mishavam ke kondtar az digari be ghole beresad, az in roo harkodam az do ashegh kond tar miravand  vali moshkel injast ke ba inkar hich kodambe ghole nemiresand
pirezani ra mibinand va oo be aanha rahnamayi mikonad , miguyad che kar konand ta malom shavad asbe kondrotar kodam ast
javabe in masale ro shayd khodetun betunid begid

 do se barabare digash mund hanuz...riazi taran vali
faghat ino begam ke inchizayi ke bala goftam hadafe aslim nistan,hadafam chizie ke betunam ye gushe bezaramo bad betunmam khodamo azesh joda konam,faghat yadam bashe ke ye ruzi fathesh kardam, ye ruzi por eltehab tu in shakhe az riazi ye kari kardam



(1): hamin alan mogheye neveshtane ina bug i  ke dashtam unam inbud ke sohbatahey bimara chaotic hastan, age ma ba patient yek logic e khasi ro train konim ba un balahayike sare gzoarehaye manteghish tu zehnesh pish miat, mikhaym ke noghtehaye jazeb va dafe ro az ham dur o nazdik kone,(tu in mesal gozarehayi ke rush ta'asobe nakhod agah dare ya unayik farar mikone) khavase systemhaye dynamicisho avaz konim be ebaraty, hads mizanma kare rutine i bashe,magar inke ma ye fekre khubi ruye bazi bokonim




control nadram ruye chizayi ke migam...kam kam esh'aafamo az dast midam

mano vagehan bebakhshin nemitunam khub benvisam(ba narahaty salon ro tark mkonam va dar mohkam poshtam baste mishe)

۱۳۸۸ مهر ۷, سه‌شنبه

abcheha daran birun shoaar midan , kamran daneshju umade
barmigardam.jaat khali. ye chizayi daram vase goftan

۱۳۸۸ مهر ۶, دوشنبه

man vazife daram. man dar barabare azamate in shahre sarsam avar ke mandam key ruzi miresad ke liaghate darke hame ash ra dashte basham. vazife daram , kare man kol ast... sarneveshto kol...
khoda delash nemikahhad man dar kare oo dehkalat konam, nemikhahad hameye adamha ra khodam beshenasam, nemikahad hameye dastanha ra gush konam
man mamoolan zoo khodemuni misham va zood zade misham,in jense sazegarie man ast..vali ba in ettefagh sazegarie man,chera hanuz khodash ra peida nakarde, in yek kare fogholade fogholade arzeshmand ast ke halahala ha arzehe khodash ra kamel peida nemikonad
pas khate yek ruz gardeshe khodam dar shahr ra be ghadam zadane sar be havaye oo peida konam
ahanghaye spaniayi...be zabane khode spaniayiha ba an shure bi gham hanuz dar zire zamin barpa mishavand..niazash mahsus ast, chizi gheir az jense versione amrikayi shode ash...

man mikahstam nursing kar konam...be khial ham nemididam ruzi kari bekhaham bokonam gheir az model kardane yek bimar va zolmhayi ke dar tasmim giri baraye ooo migirand, hanzu bazigusham ,hanuz mesle bachegihayam dust daram baraye avvalin bar ke varede khaenye gahribeyi ke madaro pedaram ba anha rudarvasi dashtand dar nim sa'at mogeyi ke kesi havasash nis mishavam pastuhayi ke khodeshan ham nadide baudand hatta ziro tuye anbarihaeyshan ra be ham berizam ta motmaen shavam chize nadideyi ra baghi nagozashte am..
agar che hanuz khodam ra peida nakardam ba gashtan...hanzuz az labelaye bazi jomalat goriz mizanam be vartehayi ke hich rabty be man nadashtand
hanuz tul mikeshad ke dar zendegi dargire tavahom nashavam va dar eine hal az ebteda ba in khial zendegi konam, kamkari mikonam, gharibegi mikonam


man be raftare oo miresam va oo be raftare man...
chra engadar bad towzih midaham?esmash dir sazegari nis...chera nemibinam bavar nemikonam?bavar nakardanist...bavar nakardanist

۱۳۸۸ مهر ۵, یکشنبه

excuse letter :D

harfayi ke diruz zadam male chand rze psh bud khob,hanuz kare oidvar konandeyi natunesam bokonam

yani tu in ghesmat az sohbataye diruz nabayad ham ziad be gahzie omgh midadam...uam injuri yehoyi? are dige kare dorost nis vaghty dari ba kese digeyi kar mikoni

age ye meghdar hajme braine man bishtar bud(ke dare mishe) man shayad hesabshodetar amal mikardam
tanha chizi ke motmaenam ine ke tu in barnameejnun amiz kamtar mizarm beine in parakanegiayi ke ye ruz be ham vasleshun mkonam va harfaye sarotah dari ke badan mian
akhe khoda man chejuri hameye in mafahimo hamhads bezanm ham structural peida konam...yehoyi?hmasham baram jadid.doroste ke be ghowlet naghashie,vali bazam...beine in parakandegia heifo meil beshe
dar in donyayi ke hame chizesh extend mishe.. hame chiz bozorg mishe... man be kar kardan oftadam!!

harekat ruye yek sd diagram,dar rastaye marge farhangi

kheii az in ebtezalha ro mishe tu char ta block kholase kard
1:khode ideal ,tasavri ke be fard harkathayash ra dar halate hoshyari az ruye anha anjam midahad
3:sazegari, ya tasavre dustie ideal-na duste ideal - ba birun
2:angizesh ya sarkeshi ,afkare radikal,ya virangari va afarinesh,angizeshe kambood
4:ashena budan ba matn ya, shenakht pazirie matn

vase inkar bayad ye seri raftara az system ro bedunim maslan bayad bedunim taghyirate afkare radikal ruye sazegari ke sefr beshavad,taghyirate sazegari bala miravad
maslan momken ast sazegari navasani beshavad(na inke lozooman ziad beshavad)momken ast fogholade kam beshvad. ya bar ax ziad beshavad

stock haye 2 va se ro mishe ba didaneshun mese payegahe ghiasi malmoos hes kard: khode ideal,bishtare ya sazegarie tasavore khode moshtarake ideal ba radikal shodane khode ideal va chizayi mese esteghlal azadi jomhurie eslami,inke towsife donyaye piramoon be naf'e kodam yek surat migirad...

mikhaim ino towjih konim ke key in do ta stoc raftare navasani r anjam midan, va che chizi baes mishe in do ta az halate navasani khaej beshan va vazifeye navasan be dooshe stocke 1 , yani ashenayi va khode ideal biofte...fek nemikonam kesi bashe ke in etefagh ro piri ya ye shekaste bozorg nadune

mikham bebinam ke tahte che sharayeti dobare in halate rokood az bein mire va ma shahede navasanha mishim dobare?

amma blocke 4:

gablesh mikham ezafe konam ke tahte sharayeti hese shenakhtpaziri taghyir mikonad..nabze hese shenakht paziri daste chie?
ye seri functionha ya khatereha hastand ke tahte tekrare mostamar shenakhtpazirishun dobare mese avval kam mishe dar kolle proceye bazporsie un ruydad

hese shenakhtpaziri shabihe tars ast, fargh darad,darunash negah darad

bazporsi yek amele jodast ke dar teye ravande nemudare fowgh ruye shenakht paziri emal mishavad momkena ast ravand az halate yek bodi va yek mozoo'e budan kharej shavad tori ke saro kare ma digar ba yek mozoo nist,va tabi'atan nemitavan be raftare fard dar heine javab be onvane ayneye darunash tekye kard. yani boruniati ke az an moshahede mishavand,momken ast tadayie mozo'ate digar bashand ke be nakhod agahe fard miaayand, va momken ast shenakhtpaziri ra taghyir dahand,azinru gahi afrad az bazporsi sarbaz mizanand

ta zamani ke bazporsi hese shenakht paziri ra taghyir nemidahad...

amma tahlil:
taghyirate 1 ruye 2 baese taghyirate 2 va yek ruye 2 mishavad,va taghyirate yek ruye do be taghyirate 4 monjar mishavad.masalan be onvane raft\ar moshahede mikonim hengame kam shodane taghyirate 2 ruye 3 shakhs dusthaye ziadi peida mikonad dar vaghe navasani shodane sazegari baese taghyirekhode ideal ruye afkare radikal ya mishavad
taghyirate 2 ruye 3 monjar be taghyirate 4 mishavad va monjar be kam ya ziad shodane hese shenakhtpaziri gardad
hamchenin taghyirate shenakht paziri monajr be taghyirate sazegari va taghyirate arkeshi mishavad
khode sarkeshi va khode sazegari niz ruye shenakht paziri asar darand va baese kam shodane aan migardand

taghyirate 2 ruye 3 monjar be che taghyirati dar hese shenakht paziri mishavad?
baghieye towsifha tavasote computer bayad anjam shavand

anche dar vahm nagonjad, an shavam

chemidunam shayad tasvire ye shab tu ye khiabun tanha ,cheraghhaye ghermez bade yek ruze por az khali
shakhsiat hamun innocent ie ke bachegisho yeho bozorrg kardan
oscilatins trains the system... ye pattern ham dar A zaher mishavad ham dar B
oscilatin say mikonad metric ra beshenasad
age metic ra dashte bashim,har lahze, lahzehaye bi rabt, say mikonad beshenasad,vijegie fekresh tadayie azade pas har lahze momkene chizi azesh sar bezane
hatta chizayi ke ghablan nadide ro taraf generalize mikone
chizayi ke shabihe halathaye dige nabashan
har vaght az yek laye be yek laeyey dige berimaz yek fazaye systeme mokhatasaty be yeki dige miravim
va an chizi ke komak mikonad metric ast,kari nadarad ke shabih bashad ya na
connectionha... khodeshan , ya generalizationeshan
ye chizi tu in mokhtasat hast be esme darajeye azadi
darajeye azadi mese zaayesh o marge ghahramanha mimune ,
marge ghahramanha: anche dar vahm nagonjad
in darajeye azadie ke ziado kam shodanesh be taghyirate taraf monjarmishe
shartisazi hamishe mitune tanze shirini bashe, hatta sardardha mitune sharti shode bashe,