harekat ruye yek sd diagram,dar rastaye marge farhangi

kheii az in ebtezalha ro mishe tu char ta block kholase kard
1:khode ideal ,tasavri ke be fard harkathayash ra dar halate hoshyari az ruye anha anjam midahad
3:sazegari, ya tasavre dustie ideal-na duste ideal - ba birun
2:angizesh ya sarkeshi ,afkare radikal,ya virangari va afarinesh,angizeshe kambood
4:ashena budan ba matn ya, shenakht pazirie matn

vase inkar bayad ye seri raftara az system ro bedunim maslan bayad bedunim taghyirate afkare radikal ruye sazegari ke sefr beshavad,taghyirate sazegari bala miravad
maslan momken ast sazegari navasani beshavad(na inke lozooman ziad beshavad)momken ast fogholade kam beshvad. ya bar ax ziad beshavad

stock haye 2 va se ro mishe ba didaneshun mese payegahe ghiasi malmoos hes kard: khode ideal,bishtare ya sazegarie tasavore khode moshtarake ideal ba radikal shodane khode ideal va chizayi mese esteghlal azadi jomhurie eslami,inke towsife donyaye piramoon be naf'e kodam yek surat migirad...

mikhaim ino towjih konim ke key in do ta stoc raftare navasani r anjam midan, va che chizi baes mishe in do ta az halate navasani khaej beshan va vazifeye navasan be dooshe stocke 1 , yani ashenayi va khode ideal biofte...fek nemikonam kesi bashe ke in etefagh ro piri ya ye shekaste bozorg nadune

mikham bebinam ke tahte che sharayeti dobare in halate rokood az bein mire va ma shahede navasanha mishim dobare?

amma blocke 4:

gablesh mikham ezafe konam ke tahte sharayeti hese shenakhtpaziri taghyir mikonad..nabze hese shenakht paziri daste chie?
ye seri functionha ya khatereha hastand ke tahte tekrare mostamar shenakhtpazirishun dobare mese avval kam mishe dar kolle proceye bazporsie un ruydad

hese shenakhtpaziri shabihe tars ast, fargh darad,darunash negah darad

bazporsi yek amele jodast ke dar teye ravande nemudare fowgh ruye shenakht paziri emal mishavad momkena ast ravand az halate yek bodi va yek mozoo'e budan kharej shavad tori ke saro kare ma digar ba yek mozoo nist,va tabi'atan nemitavan be raftare fard dar heine javab be onvane ayneye darunash tekye kard. yani boruniati ke az an moshahede mishavand,momken ast tadayie mozo'ate digar bashand ke be nakhod agahe fard miaayand, va momken ast shenakhtpaziri ra taghyir dahand,azinru gahi afrad az bazporsi sarbaz mizanand

ta zamani ke bazporsi hese shenakht paziri ra taghyir nemidahad...

amma tahlil:
taghyirate 1 ruye 2 baese taghyirate 2 va yek ruye 2 mishavad,va taghyirate yek ruye do be taghyirate 4 monjar mishavad.masalan be onvane raft\ar moshahede mikonim hengame kam shodane taghyirate 2 ruye 3 shakhs dusthaye ziadi peida mikonad dar vaghe navasani shodane sazegari baese taghyirekhode ideal ruye afkare radikal ya mishavad
taghyirate 2 ruye 3 monjar be taghyirate 4 mishavad va monjar be kam ya ziad shodane hese shenakhtpaziri gardad
hamchenin taghyirate shenakht paziri monajr be taghyirate sazegari va taghyirate arkeshi mishavad
khode sarkeshi va khode sazegari niz ruye shenakht paziri asar darand va baese kam shodane aan migardand

taghyirate 2 ruye 3 monjar be che taghyirati dar hese shenakht paziri mishavad?
baghieye towsifha tavasote computer bayad anjam shavand

anche dar vahm nagonjad, an shavam

chemidunam shayad tasvire ye shab tu ye khiabun tanha ,cheraghhaye ghermez bade yek ruze por az khali
shakhsiat hamun innocent ie ke bachegisho yeho bozorrg kardan
oscilatins trains the system... ye pattern ham dar A zaher mishavad ham dar B
oscilatin say mikonad metric ra beshenasad
age metic ra dashte bashim,har lahze, lahzehaye bi rabt, say mikonad beshenasad,vijegie fekresh tadayie azade pas har lahze momkene chizi azesh sar bezane
hatta chizayi ke ghablan nadide ro taraf generalize mikone
chizayi ke shabihe halathaye dige nabashan
har vaght az yek laye be yek laeyey dige berimaz yek fazaye systeme mokhatasaty be yeki dige miravim
va an chizi ke komak mikonad metric ast,kari nadarad ke shabih bashad ya na
connectionha... khodeshan , ya generalizationeshan
ye chizi tu in mokhtasat hast be esme darajeye azadi
darajeye azadi mese zaayesh o marge ghahramanha mimune ,
marge ghahramanha: anche dar vahm nagonjad
in darajeye azadie ke ziado kam shodanesh be taghyirate taraf monjarmishe
shartisazi hamishe mitune tanze shirini bashe, hatta sardardha mitune sharti shode bashe,

my head is all blank... i don see any necessity for anybody'd sympathy...
be kesi rabty nadare.2
3 dar rastaye nezafato tartib
chera laye dokmehaye keyborde man mibinam sadta divist ta mu gir karde?
khastam samira ro ba arash ashty bedam,man bi tasir nabudam . diruz kolli dasti be saro rush keshide bud,az inke zang zadma goftam dir miam asabani shod. bad barun umad bad zang zad gof sorry kolli sorry omid man ye chizi shode bayad bargardam charge am ham tamume
unam az arash,hichi arash migof jeddie in dafe. vali khodesh doros mishe,ye salo nime ba ham dustan

switching part 1

movajehe ba ye ghazieye chand bodi..ye chiz ke kharej az tavane addie tahammolo pardazeshe ye nafar dar ye daf'e hast...
dargirie shadid pish miat...parastar arameshe shirini ro be ghazie ezafe mikone, az dastesh milaghze.. mogheye jazb nakhaste split mishe: ghesmate paaya...ghesmate maghlub nime faramush shode...age be marhaleye darkesh beresi momkene in bala saret biat
shartisazi mishe va to az hozure bode maghlub mottaleyi ta modaty vali nemiduni chegune

alan hameye tamarkoz ruye switchinge ,switching beine pole dep va pole mania
midunamm in ye correlationhayi ba "hese vabastegi be zaat" dare(hanuz nemidunam chejuri)...
midunam ye correlationhayi ba "shartisazi,bode maghlub,asare hese vabastegi be kasi ya chizi bozorgtar a khod" dare
hargune shekast dar erzaye hese vabastegi baes mishe ke fard tamame havasesh monatef be khodesh beshe,nemitavanandba digaran ertebat bargarar konand va khod shifte mishavanad,tarife vaghebinaneye khodshiftegi hamine


banabarin:
switching-->shartisazi,shekast dar erzaye hese vabastegi,pirozie eshgh-->imeni kam mishavad-
->asare raftari mesle afsordegi padid miayad
niaz be gostareshe khod


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vabastegi be zaat ke ziad beshe-->shakhs az halate fel pazir fara miravad-->to'am ba afaridan ya viran kardan(este'la)-->i(ye boxe hanuz na maloom)-->shartisazi-->imeni-->dobare vabastegi be zaaat momkene ziad beshe
vojude khatare alayeghe zenaa gune(tanha vatan parasty) dar barabare rishe dashtan

piruzi dar shartisazi ba inchiz ha moyassar mishe:
tavajjoh
ehsase masuliat
ehteram
shenakht
(i really should change the words)
eshghe barvar:
alagehmandie amigh be alaghemandi be halo vaz va asan kardane roshd va kamaleshan
ehsase masuliat dar pasokhguyi be niazhaye aanhast
mehrvarzi yani mohtaram shomordan va paziroftane fardiate aanha
-->bayad dorost va kamel anha ra shenakht

man kahr shodam rasman inja chiz neveshtam

between ta'adole hayaty va ta'adoel ideal

chizi be esme ta'adole ideal (hameye unchizi ke rajebe mizane hafezeye upload shode va dastrasi eb una )vojud dare
va ta'adole hayaty
ta'adole hayaty ba ye chizayi cntrl mishe mese ghand,dopamine (peivande gahvieye beine neuronha ,masalan ziadish monjar be takhayol o schizofereni o ina mishe) lithium(ehsashaye motazad vevojud mian vali na be surate paydar, zaheran taraf shadid dep mizane ya shadid mania mishe/ chizaye dige ham budan mese headaches, giji,ya energye e fa'al sazie payin(hamun dopamine)
energy fa'alsazie payin tasirash ruye raftarahaye ejtemayi
tasirash ruye raftaraye daruni mese khial-->monjar mishe be ta'adoel ideal
ya khial masalan age mizane tahdid payin biat raftare sarkhoshi az taraf sar mizane va taraf mania mishe

age taadole hayaty high bezshe taadol ideal ham high beshe....ehsase dustdashtani
age hayaty low beshe ideal high beshe....investigations starts for the self
age hayaty high beshe ideal low beshe....chemidunam, man ommit karde budam ghablana ino!
age hayaty low beshe ideal ham low beshe ...sardardha va tasmimate nakhoshayand shuru mishan
vazeh ast ke ta'adole hayaty va ideal bayad mahiate chand vajhi dashte bashand, hayaty haro goftam be chia barmigarde

ma azyat kone baghie budim, in hame durugh mitunestim begim,khodemuno be mush mordegi bezanim ,yani mogheyi ke interactiono mikhaym model konim, in raftara chizayian ke natijeye ye seri etefaghayian ke mioftan
ye moshahede: vojude mazmunhaye expressionism e abstract(ke ye chizie ke be chizaye malmus tari refer dade mishe -mese tak khatere ) ye rabtayi be durugh nagoftano ria be kharj nadadan dasht
tu bimarayi ke khodeshun etegahd daran baghie bayad harfashuno ghabul nakonan ,ye tasirayi ruye ravande fek kardaneshun be in ye morede E.A dare