shekanjeye badanimo shuru kardam
feshare aabe yakh ta residan be bad az astaneye dardnaki,fazaye hot...

kam kam clue peida kardam ,,, chan sad metr shena mikardam o be bugesh fek mikardam nafas nafasesh jelodar nabud...
ye faydash(in shena kardana) ine ke tafakkor ham kalami mishe, un hesi ke tu zehname enghad vahshatnak tu kalame ha dar nemiat ... un dardaye khafif ke miano tu ruzaye bad ghavishun mikonam, nafasamo habs mikonam, tori fek mikonam ke azaram nade...
theme ghazie dastam miat kollan ziad lato lut harf mizadam pishe khodam, didam ye hesi ro mishe niga dasht ke kheili ja oftadaso hamunayiye ke gahi labelaye bazi scofield neveshteham has, az bade uno ham dobare mizanam tu khate sheitanat.. manke be har hal mikham ye bare dige tu chan sale dobare beram tuye ghaar, hameye heshaye bonyadi ro dobare peida konam, beza bachegiyo ghashang gole be gole pey berizam ...ye  azash mamnoonam ke dige mano nemibuse.ye chizayi bud ke hese majazie tars ro tuye khodam baraye darko ehsase ravabete ejtemayi yi ke malmoos mikard ijad kardam,makhlutesham kardam ba anva o aghsame hes haam. kolllan tu ye omidi zendegi mikardam(omid esmame?)
dige in ruza kam kam az khune ke miumadam tu bayad mididam khob man gharare chan sa'ate dige che hesi dashte basham.
beza na mozhde bedam na omid ...man ye bad gholie gandi behem chasbide, asan sare hamin chizas ke fek mikonam ashegh nisam... kollan ye chan ta weblog dare bidare bisharaf!
mese doshman! kollan az khodame, ye zare ye chizayi ro doros konam mizanim tu khate bezan bezan